what to do?
reasons to stay: eric is nice usually, he is pretty smart and not bad in bed, can be thoughtful when he tries, there’s not much of the semester left anyway, chances of meeting another viable male are slimslimslim before summer and i can keep an eye out while still getting some, he very nearly makes me feel good about myself, and is getting pretty good at making me come.
reasons to leave: he is aggravating as fuck, and incidentally always wants to fuck - which gets annoying, we don’t understand each other well, and even when he compliments me i only feel good about it like a third of the time (although that is more my fault than his), he eats off of my plate and is too loud in public and fills the ice tray the wrong way and over-steeps my tea (which is just a symptom of his general inconsiderate nature: he doesn’t see how people can have preferences other than his. it gets aggravating.), and finally: i have crushes on like five other boys: the cute boy in my building (with his aviators and swagger), the cute boy in my russian class (kasochki! *le swoon*), c (adorable, super nerdy, and excessively well dressed *drool*), j (mathy, dorky, piano savant)… okay that’s only four but the point remains valid.
on the one hand i know i shouldn’t be with him, but on the other hand i don’t give a fuck.
